the land above us

result

2011-01-12T22:37:00.000-08:00

few days back,result for semester july'2010 was released.maka sume umat2 utp pon sibuk la nak post kt fb status pasal result masing2..mane y dapat DL sibuk la nak btau satu dunia yang result die gempak.bagi saya dat was fine.die happy and die nak share.xpe la kan..

tp ape y saya tak berkenan pasal manusia y hebat2 ni ialah suka sgt tnye result org lain.yang dah lame x contact tibe2 ntah dari mane text tnye result.apekah?

perlu sgt ke nak tau result org.x cukup ke da tau result sendiri.tau la result korang ni hebat2.gempak.bersusun-susun A.dah tu??awak nak wtpe sibuk nak tny result org.

mane la tau result org tu kene CM ke ape.malu la die nak btau kan kan..apada pikir la sikit..pada hari pertama result kuar, org2 y exam freak siap tido lambat nak tggu result kuar..mak aiiiiii x lari ke mana pon utp prism tu lambat check..pastu pagi2 dah dpt msg y berbunyi begini "camat pagi,cane result?hehe :)".ee semak tau x??okay niat sebenar org y tny ni adalah nak org y die tny tu tny die balik so die boleh btau yang die DL.betol x?ni lah perangai y buruk dan menyakitkan hati bile result kuar..bila da tny jadi kene la jawab kan..maka jawapan die adalah "biasa2 jer".

then org y tny tu x puas hati.nak jugak sibuk tau "alah btau jela hehe" eee nyampahnya nak letak gelak2 sinis cmtu..hempok kang baru tau..die tny lagi "DL ke x?".then jawabla "aah.DL".

then die x puas hati lagi..tny la lagi ".6 ker?" eeee kau ni mmg nak kene penyepak..tau la result kau .6 and .7 and above jer..melaut tau x?

lagi 1 masalah bila result da kuar ialah yang x reti nak bersyukur dgn result. dah dapat DL da..tp ade je y nak complain.."erm,aku target ** dpt A..tp aku dpt B,ee nak check blk la, xpuas hati".please lah dah dpt result DL tu pon da cukup baik.ramai lagi y xlepas DL and even ade y x lepas 3.0.so jgn la cmtu..mungkin ada kesilapan yang kite buat mase kite jawab y kite x perasan or kite ade wt salah ngan org..same ade ngan kawan2 or mungkin byk sgt ngumpat lecturer.

nak i ajar u ke cane nak sebut ALHAMDULILLAH.maka bersyukur lah atas result kite.kalau kene CM baru la mengamuk x tentu hala ye..

okay,tu je nak cite sebab lately mmg inilah y berlaku di sekeliling saya.

p/s: CM adelah consequence management dimana petronas scholar kene tarik scholar die sebab xlepas requirement..ouh tidak,mintak dijauhkan..

result saya??bialah cume ibu bapa saya saja y tau :)

update?

2010-12-29T23:48:00.000-08:00

dari pagi sampai ke pukul 4 ni mmg xde buat ape pon.duk lepak main fb sampai dah abis idea nak bukak ape kt fb.tgk profile macam2 org.nak comment ke ape malas sebab nti byk plak notifications and itu maknanya akan ade byk email aka spam.so baik xpayah nak rajin2 comment status or photo.duk diam2 main ape yang patut je dah cukup.

last nite baru sampai tanah air from Beijing.dalam pukul 1 sampai umah kt KL ni.mase kt airport dah call ayien mintak bukak pintu kalau i sampai.tp dah i sampai lambat sgt die pon da tertido.i sampai depan umah duk tekan bell tu byk kali tp xde sorg pon y sedar..hampeh sume tido mati.haha i da la phone xde kedit.ni la masalah ade phone kene ade kedit la kene charge la..kalau tak sia2 je ade phone.pastu i terpaksa lari g tempat guard kt bawah.bangla mane tah.terpaksa i beranikan diri mintak pinjam phone.padahal i takot giler tengok mata die pandang i.nasib baik xde jadi pape.tambah plak ngan effect hujan lebat.mmg tragis giler vavi la.then afta dpt masuk umah tuka baju sume terus tido..xde pikir ape dah terus terlelap sampai alarm pagi bunyi..

pagi ni..sebab lapa giler i bfas kt mcd before masuk office.then call manager i tny i kene g client mane arini.then die kate x payah sebab dah siap..so die suh i lepak goyang kaki kt ofis..arini senior and k.nadia ade kt ofis gak..so ade la jugak teman berbual.bincang2 pasal PwC..macam2 cite da kuar..and now da pukul 4 pm,senior sume lari balik awal sebab xde keje..i stay kt ofis lame skit sebab nak tggu ayien,nak balik sama2 :)

i nak cite pasal beijing tp cam x syok la sebab xde gambar,so esok pagi2 i balik temerloh since whole Malaysia cuti sebab menang piala suzuki AFF. congratz Malaysia!!1 proud to be Malaysian :D

another 1 hour to go.pastu balik rumah packing baju kotor nak laundry kt umah jer.senang cita..rumah sewa tu washing machine ade tp x boley nak guna.baju kotor byk giler xkan la i nak basuh 1 1.so lebih baik i bwk je blk hehe lagi senang kan kan :P

Final countdown!

2010-11-18T06:49:00.000-08:00

tomorrow will be my first paper..hopes it's going well.insyaAllah.currently doing my last revision.
semoga dipermudahkan segalanya.amin..

i need a of lot of luck tmrw..pray for me ppl;if you r reading..

ECONOMICS

multi-purpose hall

9 am - 12 pm

hari raya perantauan

2010-11-16T05:35:00.000-08:00

esok raya!!! and malam ni busy nak abiskan econs sebab econs first paper..fuh!!!! syahdu giler dgr takbir raya kt sini..mmg menusuk kalbu laaa..terbayang2 mama tgh buat rendang mlm ni and esok makan2 raya sume...uwaaaaaaaa :( org sibuk pikir raya,student utp sibuk study..boley dikatakan semua raya kt sini..minority jer y blk...tu yang bersepah kereta2 kt sini...

time ni org get ready nak raya esok..dgr takbir,lepak2 ngan siblings sume..tapi i tgh sibuk hafal2 scarcity,price elasticity of demand,gdp,economic growth bla bla bla

nape la final buat time raya..xtau ke penting kot balik raya ngan family.family first okay!!!!!!

ni mmg first time merasa raya x nampak mama papa..x penah i raya kt perantauan...hahahah

ish xtau la cane org study oversea tu raya.ni baru raya haji dah sayu sampai nak mengalir air mata kalau raya puasa mmg tunggang terbalik la jadinya..harap2 pengorbanan x balik raya ni dibalas dengan result yang cemerlang..besar ni pengorbanan hehe

esok pagi pegi semayang raya ngan kawan2 sume..cmfirm penuh la masjid an-nur tu esok..ape pon lepas smyg raya da kene continue study...

first paper start ari jumaat 19/11 and last paper on 28/ hari ahad..semoga dipermudahkan..amin.

so,

selamat hari raya semua...

kepada y raya ngan family tu hargai la eyh..sebab kalau x dapat raya even raya haji mmg sgt sayuu syahdu dan mcm2 lagi...

okay gtg..kene hafal graph econs plak

daaaaaa :)

wave of friends

2010-11-14T23:21:00.000-08:00

i'm currently busy studying for finals..5 papers to go and i'm off :)
while reading through the notes, something comes on my mind..

when i was in my mama's womb,the only person that i had was only my mom.the one who carries me wherever she went.i wonder how she actually do that lol
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then i was born and more people were brought in into my life which are my papa,sistas and brah.after that comes the whole family..and i'm not quite sure whether i had a fren at that time..naaah i cant remember any of it..
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years later,i went to the kindergarden.my mom sent me there when i was 5 but due to fact that i'm not tough enough to go through my day without the existence of my mom, i cried and mom brought me home.okay then my mom made her second effort when i was 6 and it went well..that was the time where i fist exactly learned to make friends. there are some of them that are still on my mind eg. mira,,asyraf.syafiq,yaa and nurul..talking bout nurul,at that time i'm soo afraid of her as i'm a small kid and she was wayyyyy bigger than me..haha i didn't say she's a monster of something..dont get me wrong readers :P
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enough of kindergarden.move to primary school.standard 1 to 2, i went to sk.batu tiga at kuantan.hmm i dun remember my first day at school.well i guess it went well and that's why i dun take it as special things to be remembered..
i'm not a clever student there,i was in the 2nd last class haha that was the moment where i met julie juliana..see i can even remember her full name..i sat next to her in the class and she was damn cute as her moms is chinese.actually my handwriting was first influence by her.its the reason why i tend to write in italic style hehe
standard 2..i changed to better class..and julie was still at that class :( its a good class with good students in it and i had nil frens at the beginning.then i met raziana zamzuriah and sharifah jamilah auji..these two girl were cute also..haha they became my bestmates at that class..and one more,Amalina;she's my siti sifir :)how bout boys??there's only two names that i can remember which are shahir(i had big crush on him) and hafizal(the kind guy).
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then my papa was transfered to temerloh and i went to sk.seri tualang.here i started to make more frens and also boyfriend <3 standard 3.i met narisya,natasha,syafarina,fathin and others which i cnt hardly remember.i love my 1st year here as my class teacher was very friendly,it was cgku ramlee..standard 4.atikah came in and she was the first girl that i met who teach to talk using 'kau aku' haha i thought that words were so 'KASAR'as i normally used 'saya awak'.then i became close to shifaa(she was a tomboy tho she's cute)..and and ME,ACHA,ALIN,NANA,SHIFAA AND TIKAH;we form our own group.bestmates and we were soo naughty and like to cari pasal.okay,the boys.i met zudin which likes me and i dun exactly like him eventho he gave me a ring during a school trip to cameron HAHAHAH other than him, mat is also my bestmate and yeah until now :) other that i remember are asyraf,fathur and bla bla bla..standard 5 and 6, i be friends to the same ppl and still in the group till we left the school.
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i went to a school that was so near to my house that my parent could just come over anytime.if im desperately hungry there was my mom sending me home food.ouh i love u mom for that.tikah went to the same school and i had fren on my 1st day.then i get to know YAN,YO,DAYAH,ALIA,FEKAH,HUSNA..and again i form my own group..hahah till now we are still best buddies and it will be till the end..here, i learned about seniority.blerghhh i was suckss!!!! i hate it very much.besides my group,there's others that left their spot on mind..boys??hmm here i have abg angkat and also adik angkt..both already MIA.haha worthless r/ship..love issues?BFs?lets just skip that part..tetttttttttttttt
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after pmr,i got offered to mrsm and i've promised my group that i wont go anywhere.but i let them down.me and YO transfered to mrsm mzms.it was far from my home and it was DAMN SUCKS.the orientation was beyond your imagination..dasyat giler.the seniors were like vampires sucking our blood to death. among the first ppls i get to know here were my roomates.ika,pae,tikah and also my orientation group such as zura and others.boys?none!!!!!
form 4.hmm let see.1st semester.i gt to noe cirit,adib,fagud,bot,aisyah,aimi and other classmates.they were good companion and i'm not outspoken at that time.shy lil girl :P then,2nd semester.change class.we cried begging to everyone to stay as we already get comfortable with each other and comes other frens in my life such as gen,fikri,sedut,tom,mira,miza,safida,mahirah,fatiah,najwa,lina and others.expanding my frens circles there.it went well,i had fun with them and miss them still.
form 5.1st semester.change class AGAIN!!!!! it was a mentor class where 'anugerah pengetua' students in it.and it WAS THE BEST BUDDIES I'VE EVER HAD.seriuosly!!!!!!!!!!!!i gt to know many forever frens here.our class was crazayyyy and involves in many dramas that some of it makes me cry.ouh yeah,i also change room with the ppl i never thot i will be that close which were sha,mira and syaza.mira?she was my classmate in form 4 but we were not that close.but we were more than frens after that,we are bestpal :)
bcos i was in the room with LDPs aka prefect then my frens also circles around them. i became close to syaza,liana and safida and we are the trouble makers in our class.i think some of my classmate dun even like me ;( and also there are mira and miza become my best buddies.ermm yeah another group form :D 2nd semester.some of frens left the class and another came in.it makes the class became CRAZIERRRRRRRRRRRRR.HAHAHA forgt to mention earlier bout afi,the sweet guy who is kind,honest,generous and many more.kinda alim.but had been spoilt with the socials frens..hahah till now this 507 memories make me feel good when i'm thinking about school time. :D
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this is the present.so will wait for it until it become memories so i could pen down about it :)
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we change frens as we grow up.some of them dun even remember us anymore.one fren let go of our hand and another fren come to hold it.still,the one that let go of your hand left a mark on your life with memories that will be kept forever.but remember that family will never let you go ;)

gnyte :) have a gud sleep LOVE

macam-macam

2010-10-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

this week suppose to be very very hectic.suppose to submit one very susah punya assignment plus 2 presentations and also one test.well it turns to be free bebeh..assignment dateline extend next week and the presentations pon x jadi..hahah i'm having a wonderful time chilling in my room. main macam2 okay.tgk macam2.remark: tgk and main y halal jer :P haha

just one month and i'm off from here wehuuuu okay saya tgh lompat sgt2 tggi yer..walaupon saya kerdil saja heee

skang ni mase nak bebel pasal UTP..ape da jadi??ape kes nih??ish i tak paham betol la.*di mulakan dengan emosi y kurang pasti sebabnye*

okay marilah saya berterus-terang kerana sesungguhnya ia adalah y terbaik untuk kite haha

UTP IS IMPLEMENTING TRI-SEMESTER*bold biar terang sikit topicnyee*

orang2 y tggl 2 tahun kt sini pon akan terbabit yer..sungguh2 la x patut..banyak changes okay.

mmg boley sampai tahap kene baca balik manual guide for undergraduate study in UTP*eh ade ke manual guide cmtu*

antara kesan2 die kepada pelajar disini adalah-ayat bm saya mmg gempak sebenarnya-

- xde CUTI PANJANG Y 2 BULAN TUWWWWW..kami akan cuti 1 week jer paling lame..

- pastu internship period akan tukar structure..ade y kate masa akan dikurangkan and pointer intern not included in CGPA..rugi la kan..intern la nak kasi up cgpa..tapi tapi sy x terlibat pasal intern ni sebab sy da nak pegi da x lama lagi :)

-balik intern nanti,sy akan cuti 2 bulan sebelum x merasa cuti panjang lgsg nti kn.pastu masuk utp for 8 months pastu abis..abis cepat dari structure lame.tp batch lain akan lambat plak..semoga berjaya ye kawan2!!!

- selain itu..batch jan'08 akan berpisah.i means between the engineers and the techiez..sebab ktorg balik intern,diorg pegi intern and dorg balik intern ktorg dah abis blaja huhuh maknanye beberapa bulan ini adalah mase2 terakhir nak tgk budak engineering my batch huhuh

- pasni kene blaja balik structure baru ni..semoga x serabut smpai rambut boleh gugur ke ape kan

*papepon kisah ni da tersebar dengan jayanya kt seluruh pelusuk utp.tp masih belom ade pape briefing pon lagi..kisah sebenar masih dalam selimut hehe*

okay tu je nak cite..cite sal utp y nak mcm2 plak nih..bebel sana bebel sini everywhere bebel..haha termasuk diri y menulis ini ye..tidak paham kenapa utp x abiskan dulu batch y da lama2 ni..aiyoo pape pon sape xnak degree kan,so ikot ikot jela :D

k bye tu je

gudnyte :D

eh lupe2 best kan tarikh arini 20.10.2010 :)

dun be such a fool!!!!

2010-10-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

i just dun understand some girls who tend to be a slave to her bf.dun you think that it should be the other way around.come on be real!!! u should think that if that guy cudn't sacrifice his life for you then why should you?do you ever think that you have wasted much times to think about the same guy and same kind of problem day after day.for once in your life please be clever.it irritates my eyes to see a girl doing this kind of action. today he make a mess and ask for an apology, then he does the same thing again and again..is it not enough to show he did not even care to change.

arghhhh pity yoouuuuu..please dun look too desperate cause it shows that you are too cheap :(

sorry to say this but your actions really shows that you are desperate :(

p/s: this is nothing to do with you readers, only for one girl who make me writing this

love-lily :)

10.10.10

2010-10-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

what a perfect date :)

for couples getting married

lovebirds going for a date

but for me,its a perfect date to get an extra sleep :)

btw,

congratulations to my long lost lover Sheikh Muzaphar,

hopes u'll be happy even though i may not be :(

hehe otak mereng due to terlebih tidur :P

p/s: i just cant stop smiling,i duno why haha :P

LOVE 10.10.10

just tryin' it on :)

2010-10-09T09:53:00.000-07:00

Answer

2010-10-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

a friend of mine ask me a question

"Lily,nape single???"

u wanna know why?it's because single is better.single makes my life simpler and happier in soo many ways. so why i have to mess up my mind with stupid love matters and the relationship that will go no where.if it has been faithed someone out there is for me, now or later i'll found him.for this moment, i dont want to get involve with any men,any relationship or anything that relates to it.

so dear friend,now u get my answer :)

tanx for asking,it shows that u care for me :)

it shows that you love me :D

sekadar gambar hiasan :P

Gnyte LOVE :)

Rezeki?

2010-10-07T00:16:00.000-07:00

bila xda offer lagsung rasa nak nangis jer

bila da dapat, masuk lagi banyak plak offer

choose between these three:

PWC | system and process assurance | KL

Petronas Gas | Knowledge Management |KL

SMSO| Finance |Kerteh

ni semua rezeki kan!! antara lambat dengan cepat jer :)

test :P

2010-10-06T00:51:00.000-07:00

test your mind :P

if one is circle,octagon is __________.

months,year,week;36,3,___.

hehe try to answer this,its in the reasoning test for Baker Hughes internship placement.

and as expected i didn't pass the test :P hahahah

p/s mengade betol,nak amik interns pon ade assesment bagai :P

dun be childish!

2010-10-05T21:23:00.000-07:00

okay,lets be clear,

what happens to us actually

are we an enemy ?

i thot no

do you think i'm one of your enemy?

u think i duno what you did

dat is soo kanak2!!!!!!!!!!

grow up Mr.

:)

2010-10-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

Family is without doubt the best medicine God ever created!!

ILOVEYOU

hit the jackpot :)

2010-09-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

updates for today

*drum roll*

hehe

yesterday i almost cried myself because i had so many unsolved issues.

because i have no money :(

because i haven't get my internship placement while fathi got her 2nd offer from Petronas :(

so, i was very upset and want to kill myself (exaggerated).

all that i can do is just pray to God.i also recite Yasin,hopes that Allah will make the path of my life easier.

and

Alhamdulillah,Allah grant me His bless.

i got an offer for my internship.the company that i really want to be in which is PricewaterhouseCoopers.even though i dun pick up the phone for 3 times,still they accept me.Alhamdulillah :)

and

today,thanx to Petronas(walaupon da sumpah seranah masuk scholar lambat) for bank in the scholar.Alhamdulillah :)

two of big problems settled :)

texted Ikram just now and he said i can follow him if i want a leave to KL :)

put full believe in Allah,InsyaAllah,He will make your life easier for now and after life :)

love Lily XOXO

chillexing

2010-09-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

hey ho pals!!!well i'm in my room,lonely.seriously i just cant get all the things done.the pressure of completing my task haven't meet me yet..haha i've been very used to last minute work and dats the reason why i can work under pressure very very well hahaha

what to do??my heart holds lots of worries.why scholar haven't bank in to my account..dun you have any idea that i'm totally broke.tanx to god that today free food serve to me.tanx to RAYA celebration.alhamdulillah :)

topic for today's post.WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO WHEN YOU ARE FREE?

as a student,yea we have very little time for chilling out.finish one test today and another test comes after.so as the assignment,the dateline is just queuing up.still we can steal some moments to be wasted right ;)

well,when i'm free,cleaning is the word.clean my closet,my desk and also my lappy.do you know according to some research the bacteria on our laptop is 20% higher than the toilet bowl.euwww!!! take a look at your lappy and ask yourself what stuff that you do in front of it.you eat,you drink,you put your hands that u have touch some dirt and transfer it your lappy and many other reasons.so the best way is to take a wet cotton,put in some sanitizer and rub it to you lappy.lets go hygiene!!

other than cleaning,i like to watch movies.especially the one with romance genre.have you watch Letters to Juliet?well you really have to watch it.its a good movie i shall say :)

hmm speaking of watching, i do like to watch tv shows as well.for example Gossip Girl.i watch it since the first season and it's never dissatisfy me.Besides GG,Glee is also my cup of tea.musical is the trend nowadays and its quite good.you have to watch the first eps for season2 and the songs will make you blew away..ouh yea and eps 2 is already out now and Miss Britney Spears is on the show..highly recommended to watch these two tv series :)

dats my way for chillexing which is what i'm doing now :D

look at these two pictures;the first is fazura and the second is Blair.can you see that they are kinda same??Wuu both are my fashion icons :)

You know you love me XOXO

reality

2010-09-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

lets have a see on our world shall we?what can we see other than cute boys and hot chicks?okay what do matters for you right now??having a bf of our own??seeking a job or money?this kind of scenario is what we seen and experience day by day.to be honest, me myself could feel that i'm getting more matured in the way i'm thinking.take a glance on the thing around you?can you see the future?ouh to much of introduction i've put into..

lets be more specific..

today i had a very beneficial day.it makes me satisfied of the effort i put for walking to class..even it's only for two hours, i feel myself have been carrying home so much input.

if i'm not mistaken,before this i have wrote something regarding economics.well i'm gonna do it for the second time.economic deals with reality.it's not depending whether you are a technologist,engineer,lawyer,farmer or anyone that you may be,economics affects in all side of your life.i kinda respect my lecturer due to his credibility and knowledge he imposed.i've no idea how many economics books he reads or how many newspaper articles that he cut and do a research out of it.you should be in my class.experienced for yourself how good he is in economics.

enough talking about him.

well,today during class we analyze few newspaper articles which relates to economy.bcos of the fact that my lecturer knows inside out on economy,he revels lot of unseen features of our local economy..

i put it into points so you can understand it better

1. professional economist estimated that Malaysia will go bankrupt by the year 0f 2017.its seven years from now.you should read the story of Greece on how they go bankrupt so you may know how it happens.

2. 2020,yea people think as we get closer to 2020 our economy will gets better. well based on many economist,M'sia will be poorer than Vietnam at that moment.take a look at the past where our country was competing with Singapore and lose to them,then compete with Thailand and lose to them,then competing with Indonesia and lose to them as well..gosh how bad it was.one day,we need to migrate to Bangladesh and work for them.sigh

3.talking about Bangladesh.typical malaysian tend to look down at Bangla ppl right.do you know that Bangladesh has 3 Nobel Prize Winner while Malaysia have non.now i know why Utp have so many bangla..maybe petronas have seen their potential.

4. in Malaysia,Malays produced the highest portion of Phd owners as compared to other races.so why we say Malays are 'lembap' and so on..hmm but if Malays is consider to have a bright brain then why Malays cant be the highest contributor to our economy.why Chinese holds the throne?just spend sometimes to think what goes wrong here.

5. do you know that M'sia have talent issues.we are lack of talent and it's our major problem.this is the reason why we can see same faces of CEO serving Malaysia's GLC. for example Idris Jala is now leading PEMANDU, even though he was previously serving MAS and no financial background at all.as for maybank issues when they want to pass the torch to younger ppl,they have encountered that no one can serve the best for them.same goes to CIMB issues where Dato's Nazir have been serving for the last 20years.because of this matters, same faces;old and wrinkle covering their faces are the one that we seen on business news on television.

6.many economist thinks that the problem that happen to our country is because of our culture;we are afraid to change.the root in order to change is through our education which many people are afraid to take any drastic changes.well it's all in the hand of our minister.tepuk dada tanya selera.

7. change of prime minister change of policy.we're not done in achieving one goal and leave it unattended when new ppl leads the country.for example Pak Lah sees the importance of human capital while Dato' Najib sees the importance of productivity and creativity.both this views need a different way to achieve it and at last we end up achieve almost NOTHING.

can you see the problem on our economy.now you may have some insight on what is happening around us.yea we do produce many professional but are they sufficient?ask yourself.find the answer of your own.take a step from now.safe yourself from the economic downturn :)

*i post this because i want to remind myself

*if its boring for you,i've nothing to do with it..

have a nice day LOVE :)

wedding of my dream

2010-09-23T07:44:00.000-07:00

Memang I nak kawin ngan org kaya

Tapi sape tak nak

adapted from Pisau cukur

just now i watch an awesome vids!!!! u guys have to watch it tooooooo..harus wajib perlu!!!!

its more than fairytale..please refer to your fb,many ppl shared the link

haaa i wanna have that kind of wedding..

very beautiful!!! full or flowerssss,okay time wedding i nti,i plan nak letak lots of lilies hahaha

i'm reaching 20 so da boley berangan da laaa...tp nk kawin kene ade "someone" dulu..soooo camane ni kawan2!!!!

wedding y i maksudkan tu wedding anak SM Nasimuddin..okay kaya NAZA eyh??betol eyh i ni?kalau salah info sorry ye :P

mula2 ade majlis berinai concept ala2 Rome gituwwww..followed by akad nikah,berinai and the wedding reception..mmg gempak habis la wedding 2 ekor nih..

and Shiela Majib was the invited singer..kalau i pon i choose her..baru la makin "beautiful" the weeding kan kan kan

if i want to have that kind of wedding that will incur the cost up to 1 million, i need to have "someone" that can afford it kan??so kite kene guna principle that i've stated at the beginning of my post..hahaha

okay ini cuma angan2 kosong y tidak bermoral..money can't promise happiness but its one of the factor that support happiness..am i right?

esok balik rumahhh daaaa :)

home sweet home

2010-09-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

ouh what a day!!! IP test at the morning followed by PCS presentation at afternoon..

tired,cant barely open my eyes as soon as i arrived at my room..change my clothes and straight away hit the bed..woke up by the sound of heavy rain..argh too lazy get on my feet and study for the next test which will be tomorrow..banyak betol keje dis week

well, my PCS presentation was okay based on what my colleagues said(xtau la kalau dorg nak jage hati je haha) annnnddd yang paling i x boley lupe, i used the word GONNA to answer one of my friends question..giler kan!!! da name professional communication skills mane bley gune broken English..next time,please minimize watching American tv shows..except for GOSSIP GIRL:P rase cam nak tampar je muke after saying that word...for sure la my lecturer will cut my mark :( redha jer,redha jer....

this is the first week after the eid holiday and i'm totally homesick..mase my parents send me to the bus station mmg da nak mengalir air mata hahaha i sent a msg to my papa

"bye papa mama,sedih la kene balik huhu"

mmg i da nangis okay mase tu and later my papa replied

"x pa balik untuk menuntut ilmu sesuatu y d tuntut oleh Allah n mendapat pahala y byk di sisi-Nya"

tanx papa for the reply..but it makes my tears bursting even worse..xtau la org sebelah tu perasan ke tak..petang tu plak mama call,,hehe terubat sikit rindu..padahal x sampai 12 hours leaving them..

okay for that chronic homesick, i've decided to go back home dis weekend haha suka hati laaa...

after paying a visit to my denstist, i straightly balik rumah wuhuuuuu

pye pye utppppppppppp..helllowww mama papa...

:P :P

pen off,,,have to study for tmrw's test

daaaa

XOXO

suck!!

2010-09-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

kadang-kadang ade perkara yang lebih baik kite xtau

kalau tau,,buat sakit hati jer

p/s: emosi x stabil

at last

2010-09-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

waiting too long for this moment to come.and yea this ramadhan is meaningful.tmrw i''ll be heading to KL..meet my parents there and if the event is still on, i will break fasting with my 507 mates..hehe cant wait!!! i've pack my things already.2 weeks i'll be home bebeh..totally home..except the fact that some task need to be done..screw u corporate ethics assignment+_+

two days in a row,i've pack up with test..and today's test was ok,i guess..i still cnt accept the fact that i put my answer as hyperlink database,its hypermedia database you silly lily.uwaaaa

okay,,let just forget it.that's not even a solid reason to blow off my raya spirit.

my bloc aka my apartment*haha* is kinda quite.im wondering takkan semua da balik raya..huhu

today i gt an email from GHSED PETRONAS asking me to send my cv.pelik2!!! mane la die dapat my gmail..kat prism i sign in using my yahoo mail account hmmm and now, i dilema nak anta ke tak cv kt dorg..tak anta kang menyesal plak..aiyoyoyoyo

only 10 person among my course mates get this email.camane nih??nak anta ke x??ke x anta??

hahahah

currently listening to various raya song..im so eager to celebrate this raya..i dun noe why..yeah its raya, for sure ppl's having lotsa fun..the most important thing is family gathering and of course the FOOD!!! recall back last year,i was vomitting terribly due to makan tak ingat dunia..so this year, remind me if i did that again :)

below i share some of my raya photos;

*main mercun*

*beraya*

ramadhan 23.malam tujuh liko :)

Dear pencil

2010-08-24T05:12:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY MECHANICAL PENCIL THAT I USED SINCE I WAS IN FORM 5

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE DEAR PENCIL

IM GONNA MISS YOU,SERIOUSLY!

YOU HAVE BEEN HERE WITH ME ALL THE TIME,NEVER TURN YOUR BACK ON ME.NOW YOU ARE GONE BECAUSE OF MY CLUMSINESS DURING THE TEST THIS MORNING.

I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE

trouble

2010-08-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

today i did what i do best: wasting time!!! from the moment i woke up till the nite fall i was doing nothing..i mean doing nothing beneficial..curl up on bed,wake up for a while return back to bed and rotating that up to so many times.countless.plus i still dont apply anywhere for my internship.not because of my lazy butt but due to my resume..im not satisfied with my picture.its not the one i expect to be.hmm going back next weekend im gonna make sure i snap a good picture.i really have to be sure on that.around me all of them are talking on this stuff and that includes me as well.if u are around me you will listen to words like Schlumberger,Accenture,PwC,mercedez benz, intel and many many more..all are striving to get the best place with a good income of course. hmm and the best thing is they put petronas and its subsidiaries as their last choice. actually i was thinking the other way around.i want to put petronas at the front cos im planning to serve them after i graduated. in order to get quick placement and better position ahead i need to have good networking in the company..that is my opinion.i dunno is it the right step to be taken. i still havent make up my mind where to apply. im confused after listening to too much conversation..and some conversation do make me give up. but im not that fragile anyway.will soon apply to PCSB (petronas cari gali). the office is at klcc which is convenient for me with the easy access to transportation and many other facilities. every semester lots of utp student done their internship in klcc. khazanah, accenture,shell global solution,iperintis, MITCO and many more are situated here.so many choices i shall have right..

hmmmm im totally confused here. im scared if i apply late i will end up nowhere. that a huge trouble.but that is impossible based on what my friends said.petronas bonded student will at least get a placement at petronas if they are not accepted somewhere else.i also dunno if its true.all that i do now is browsing the web searching for some of possible host company i may apply..

InsyaAllah im gonna make an effort starting now..hehe

any suggestion peeps where to apply???

ramadhan 11 :)

workloads

2010-08-18T01:18:00.000-07:00

okay lets review my task before raya shall we;

Management Information System quiz ( tgh study sebab malam ni hehe)

Advanced Database

- Exercise

- lab

- test 1

(da name pon advance kan x kan la wat database gune excel..ni programming okay gune oracle.kalau da name pon programming mmg sila amik beg kuar lecture room.susah!!!!!)

Economics

- quiz

- test 1

saya suke econs sebab Mr.Izdihar ajar sy paham :) muah muah *ni da tlebey gedik

Professional Communication Skill - poster presentation

*and maybe akan ade individual presentation.jom pengsan ramai2*

pcs ni pegi lecture mmg sgt seronok.lecturer mmg sumpah lawak nak mampus..tp when it comes to presentation mmg ketaq lutut,badan sejuk2,suara tak boleh keluar dan macam2 lagi symptom parkinson.

and lastly an ongoing process cari tempat intern..

itu saje keje wat masa ni dan dijangka akan bertambah tambah tambah lagi lagi lagi lagi

yang penting HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN.hehe

terharu :)

2010-08-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

i put "alone wuuu" as my status on ym

and my friends keep on buzzing me.

telling me that they want to accompany me

and another buzz came in

and another one, another and another

lastly i sign out from ym

end of story

see i have lots of wonderful and super caring friends

tanx for those who cares about me

i am simply TERHARU

*doing my last touch up on my resume.hopes Allah will give me an easier path to find my internship place. InsyaAllah :)

*they left me alone so i ended up like this.retarded*

luv it

2010-08-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

currently reading Dirty Blonde by Lisa Scottoline; the novel i took from my sister.

im so addicted to it.

cudn't put it off my hand.

i tell ya the story once i finish reading

indah

2010-08-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

orang kata syurga isteri di bawah tapak kaki suami

tapi kalau suami tidak kenal ape itu syurga

bagaimana nak cari kebahagiaan?

adapted from: dialog kt tv hehe

1st ramadhan

2010-08-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

the first day of ramadhan was indeed blissful. i didn't have the time to get some sleep during the day.started my lecture as early as 8 am,ran here and there, printed the notes, went to SIIU(fyi, im walking to get there,can you imagine how tired it was plus the hot weather.u really want to naked on the street lol) and lastly attending the MDEC roadshow that was quite interesting (tanx to god the talk didn't went suck). returned to my room around 5 pm.get some rest.alhamdulillah im not shivering to death due to starvation :)

i was reading my sister's post last nite regarding the buat kuih memories that we had back then..awww u dun know sista how i miss that moment. the moment when we gather up on the floor to prepare those cookies. yang paling i ingat masa kite buat kuih siput. ramai2 kite gentel tepung tuh including abang kan.how sweet is that. and and kita tolong mama buat kuih time sahur and we ended up sleeping haha sebab lama sangat nak siap kuih tuh. that time we had a meaningful raya. almost all the kuih raya were hand made by us. but i tell you sista its not too late to reinvent those times. im coming back on 3rd sept and we still gonna have time to buat kuih together. hopes along can get along :)

time moving fast. without we know,soon its 1st syawal already. all we have to do is just make use of the time that we have now so we won't regret in the future. im soo grateful i was born in my family. my family is without doubt Allah's greatest gift :)

p/s: i miss mama and papa. homesick after reading your post sista :(

serabot?

2010-08-09T23:17:00.000-07:00

this internship stuff crack my head already..

chilling out

peace yaw!!

GG

2010-08-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

Chuck: I don't hate you because you're fat, you're fat because I hate you.

Georgina: I'm pregnant.

Chuck: I still hate you.

p/s: i miss GG :(

cant wait for season 4 :D

i miss you chuck bass.

dun get shoot again this season and yeah,

i really hope i'll get my CHAIR back :)

milk issue

2010-08-07T10:31:00.000-07:00

im wondering if we bought milk (i mean the typical one in a box) is it really taken from the cow??

segar dari ladang maknanya diperah dari lembu ker??hahaha

im so curious on this matter..

well i bought milk today and i found that the taste was somehow different.is it because of my spoil tongue? or is it the cow make the taste different? if let say the cow make the taste different, then every milk will have different taste..that's impossible rite. if the milk manufacturer wants his milk taste the same then what should he do? give the same type of grass to the cow or inject the same hormone to preserve the taste..

okay other than that *mcm wat karangan spm plak* is it the process in the factory give the taste of milk?all sort of processes did alter the taste rite.that if we think logically..hmm mari kite pikir bersama-sama :D

haha..is there any cow expert out there?i really need an answer here..

i think too much until now.i really cudn't take this milk and cow issue out of my mind.

call me if you have the answer..haha :p

this pic is cute.spot the red lips and the heavy eyelashes.

okay,the easiest way to portray the cow is female.lol

this is a yum yum drink that i take everyday :)

sebagai penutup,minum susu baik untuk kesihatan hehe

am i too much?

2010-08-06T10:08:00.000-07:00

did i just make you mad mista?well im loving it to bits.cause i want you to know you are my biggest regret in life.i've deleted every single thing i have that make me remember of you. remember how stupid i am before. yet no more this time.from now on, i'll pretended that i never know you.

you want it dat way aite? im a stranger to you and i thot you are no one for me

how bout that? :P

cinta?

2010-08-05T10:02:00.000-07:00

i love this,its from AYAT-AYAT CINTA..

i kept this phrases for ages..and now i wanna share with you :)

Apa salah saya sama Allahu

Istighfar Indonesia

Ingatlah lagi siapa dirimu

apa yang kau lakukan selama ini

tidakkah kau sombong fahri

kau merasa paling benar

kau merasa paling suci

bahkan dihadapan istrimu sendiri

ingat kisah yusuf as dan zulaiha

zulaikha berdusta

padahal dia sendiri yang tidak tahan dengan ketampanan yusuff

fitnah itu semua fitnah fahri

zulaikha memfitnah yusuf memperkosa dia

hingga yusuf ddipenjara

yusuf tahu Allah sedang berbicara kepadaNya

tahu apa yang dikatakan Yusuf

kata Yusuf

ya Allah jika kehidupan penjara lagi berarti bagiku daripada di dunia luar

maka aku memilih hidup dipenjara daripada aku hidup dengan manusia pendusta

friendship that last forever

2010-08-04T23:54:00.000-07:00

im having a problem rite now.this stupid idiotic man spoil my life*sumpah kau jadi katak kembung* :P but, im not going to tell ya about this guy.he's not that important anyway.buat semak blog je nanti.

im going to make a special post to my beloved friends..the one that will stand beside me when i need one..the one who doesn't care if i take some of their time talking about my probs..and many more sacrifices.tanx to god that in a crowd of people i found u guys.without doubt i heart u guys till i close my eyes forever..if i need them all i have to do is just give them a call. they surely will entertain me.haha same goes to me guys, if they need me i'll be around.sy tak lupe jasa orang okay :)

at this moment, i would like say i love youuuuu for this two of my favorite fella, Syaza and Afi.

both are good motivator, loving, caring, kind and the list goes on................ and on.............

hehe i dun need attention gather to get them..we have lots of memories together..like huge frame of pictures that will cover all the wall in a big hall..too many i tell ya..plus we were classmates back then..and syaza was my deskmates. we met up everyday and my hours of life are meaningless if they are not in it..till now if i have any probs, they are the one that i rely on.

how i wish we could meet up everyday so that we can have all day long conversation.seeing u guys comfort me lots..haha miss every moment that we have :( dulu2 janji nak further study at the same uni kn?kn? x kesampaian :(

for both of you,,i wish all the best.may Allah leads you to the best path in life..and if no one wants to be friends with u,i'll be here waiting :)

and for the ppl out there who hurt them, u hurt me as well.hehe :P

"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else."

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

admire vs gatal

2010-08-04T03:16:00.000-07:00

i kinda like this one guy..but im too shy to get close to him haha the latest news that i get is that he is already in a relationship*after series of stalking* DAMN!!! melepas!!!! HAHAHA

dats nothing to be regret for..i had chances before but due to my attitude of thinking-too-much-until-you-regret, i kill all those chances..

where do ppl usually do stalking??mane lagi kalau bukan 'mukabuku' kn??kn??

its super irritating when seeing he's doing many romantic stuff wif his gurl.i go tru his twitter and it goes to be WOW mmg mamat nih da jatuh cinta kaw kaw punyeeeeeeeeeee :( *ignore the sign,im not even sad*

the best part is that, my close friends knew this and they are supporting me.supportive betol dorg ni tw...we even ran several stalking session together.aren't we so close?LOL

to make it even better,ktorg kutuk2 dat gurl together.hahah jahat kn?kn?she's doing nothing on us yet kene kutuk..mmg x patut*x kesah nak kutuk gak muahahaha*

i saw him today for three times..is that consider as ade jodoh?haha gatal kn?? :p

hehe tp nak wt cmne die da ade y punyeeee.so it will be better for me to take my hand off him.lets find new guy to crush on shall we :)

memang gatal kn??xpela mak saya x marah pon kalau saya gatal hahaha

miracle much?

2010-08-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier

pening kapla

2010-08-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

no more lecture for today..its like half day only..but it was a 4 hours non-stop classes..just imagine how terrified it was..memang tahan je mata tu..the last lecture went to be not even productive..super hungry at that time..perut nyanyi lagu bencinta da nieee...

then, abis je lecture off to cafe..grab a meal and not buying any drink eventho da terliur tgk cendol*mmg menggoda abis la cendol tu* sakit tekak punye pasal maka saya lupekan niat saya tu sobssssss

take my lunch..internet browsing and again and again :-s

at one point i stop,look at my bed and i thot it will be a perfect time for a nap..saya pon g la tido..haaaa tido ni la masalahnye.its happens all the time..it turns to be overdosed..bangun jer pening2..loya2(okay ni tipu jer) until now,the headache haven't stop yet..berdenyut-denyut..

moral of the story, once you want to sleep,set ur alarm first so that you wud not be overslept..

thats all i wanna say,tgh serabot macam baru lepas bersalin nieee..nak g mandi plak.. chow :)

ECONS

2010-07-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

i attended my first economic class last tuesday. the class was indeed fun. it was supposed to be 2 hours lecture but it happens the other way around. we were like having a long discussion on the economic views. such an interesting thing to be discussed. so let me just tell you the journey of my lecture.

i already had an experience with this lecturer before since he teach me management accounting for the last semester. as usual the class will start with this conversation

mr. I: are they any foreign student in this class?

*look for some hands in the air*ouh yeah,there are few students.

mr I: so that i cudnt speak malay in class.it wud be not fair for them

haha typical convestion at any first lecture. they need to noe this first as they tend to ROJAK languages.kah3

next, course outline briefing,class clashes issues bla bla blaaa

not all lecturer tend to be excited to noe all of their students. but this one is special hehe we need to introduce ourself. "give me your name, where you come from and your AMBITION"

HAHAHA mcm zaman sekolah dulu pon ade..tanye cita2 bia betollll..

then one by one introduce themslf and line by line bla bla blaaa

but something caught my attention suddenly. some of them are planning for second degree..fuyooooo..yea its a trend nowadays where ppl strive to get added value in order to gt 5 digits salary. one of them is planning was ACCA

and my lecturer goes like "ARE YOU SERIOUS?" he told that girl to stick to our course. based on what he said we cud earn more *with eyes wide open*. eventho he was an ACCA student before how could he actually say that. then he shares his experience,this what he said

"the first 5 years of working they will treat you like SHIT" he stop.we laugh out loud hahaha then he continue "after that, the next 5 years they will treat you like SHIT AGAIN" hahaha

later, he said to that girl "im not trying to discourage you" haha bukan dia baru je discourage tadi lolzzzz

is it true what he just told us? accountant are like professionals aren't they?hmm

then, here comes the brainstorming part on economics. consumer market, America, trading country, tax, and the list goes on.. at last he said

"DID YOU KNOW WE ARE LIVING IN A BAD WOLRD"

haha this is because our economic will be collapsing soon. the most important message is that "you need to be smart,have a degree so that you can plan to migrate if our economy collapse"

huh takot sial :S

and end of lecture :) jalan kaki pegi makan roti canai :)

will learn this soon :)

cyrus over gomez

2010-07-28T03:35:00.000-07:00

as the title said,,im gonna put my views on this two people..
if u want me to choose between this two ppl...miley cyrus is the word...

okay..let see the rational behind my decision

miley's original talent on singing.you dun need to do trackID if you heard her new song on the radio..on the other word,her voice has its identity.
she is really fun-nayy.the way she acts never fail.many ppl tend to make fun of hannah montana series.they said its too childish..but for me anything that easy on mind wud be my cup of tea.
erm eventho gomez seems to have that baby face, like seriously do u have to take into consideration.haha okay,we need to consider that. but but, miley gt a nice hair.wut we usually said as 'sedap mata memandang'

and most importantly, miley came first before selena did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats my view,,how bout you?? :)

update?

2010-07-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

hey,im back..its been ages since this blog updated aite..haha seems so lame all those issues posted..
well i've got so many times now since the semester had just started..pretty much nothing to do..
you really dun wanna noe how boring my life is..plus i left my tv at home.hence gt no entertainment at all and i ended up sleeping for hours..

tmrw,my class will start at 8 am..so this mean that i have wake up so damn early to get myself ready for the class or else i just have to skip the class..haha..its my way of learning.i just need to get myself ready enuf to gt going in lecture..or else its better i just pretended to be overslept.

well, i just need to get my sleep now.my eyes are tired after watching 3 movies in a row..

gotta go..i hope i'll get a gud and soundless sleep afterward :)

2010-05-10T07:48:00.000-07:00

i miss HOME

ya missing HOME much

i wanna be at HOME

HOME is the place i shud be now

bring me HOME shall you

i love you, dear HOME

only a servant

2010-01-14T00:07:00.000-08:00

hey fellows,,its been a while i left my blog untouched..nothing to share actually..i dun wan to make my writing meaningless..
well i just hit back to utp..settle down in my new room which is just one level below the old one..i feel the old one seems to be more comfortable in many ways..sigh..how i miss my old bed... ;(
the lecture will start soon..and the result is just about 24 hours to be released..*praying*
i will have meeting tonite..still during the day i just spend my time chilling in room alone ;(
due to nothing to do, i decide to watch a movie..i kinda outdated with new movies couple of months ago..sad ha..hell yeah!! :(
2012
i heard many good compliment for this movie..so for this reason im eager to spend my time with it..
its a very super intelligent brilliant fantastic ideas of making this kind of imagination..i tell you it was not just a movie..but really teach us that the dooms day is just around the corner..just the date is haven't reveal yet..who knows the scientist out there have already spot the instability of our world..i felt so little when im watching it..a very noble reminder for me..and i cud say that it is to share with everybody..i didn't laugh in even a single scene in 2012..i felt that its a sad fiction..as i go through the movie,as i see how little we are,as i wonder if its happening now,as i suddenly think am i ready enuf, i look back at what i am..fair to said that in my mind is just thinking of death cud take me at anytime..effortless human cud do nothing when it comes to that matters..there is aweys hope that make us go through day by day..spending moments with our loves ones..
even rich,or super rich or super duper rich cud not help us out in dooms day..then the judgment is everyone's responsibility...
not really feels to write more..im emotional at dis moment..
and i really miss home.. :(every person shud watch this movie...its not just a fiction..its a reminder..

unsatisfied

2009-12-31T08:28:00.000-08:00

just now i heard the new year boom here and there around my house..arghh its irritating okay...will you please stop..haha...sound so emotional here...nah its just i was kinda disappointed with my new year celebration :( still lying down.watching those super boring tv shows..it was boring seeing the same tv show(i mean the same concept of celebration)plus the host that keep on talking...argh stop la..you think you are beautiful enuf to mesmerize my eyes..think that twice..eh no no..tak cukup tu..think dat trice..okay dat will be enuf..i guess so..hahaha..

okay lets go through my house during the new year's eve..my parents also watching tv upstairs...that makes me terpaksa mengalah and watching tv downstairs..my brother was busy packing all those stuff to bring along to sarawak and also keep in touch with his wife every 2 seconds(through the phone) hahaha..nothing wrong here..kecian isteri jauh..hehe...my sister,fifi is just in front of me now..lying down as if she is the king on this king size bed..lol..she was covered by blanket..you wanna know why..haha..its because she is flirting through the phone..ouh baby kiss me through the phone(this is from a song okay.title i dun remember).mcm tu la ppl in love..i've going through that kind of habit few months back..lmao..

ouh yeah,just now i watch teen choice award on television..awesome + fab.u.lous..best giler okay.lots of my favorite celebrities was in that show..and the most important is my liplock hubby,Robert Pattison..fulamak your hair style macho giler okay...and tak lupe jugak ed westwick..this one yeah hottest man i've ever seen(other that mr.ASHTON)..plus taylor lautner,hugh jackman,jonas brothers and many more...haha..tgk y laki jer...eh no no..the girls also caught my attention..when britney is around,it should be non other than AWESOME,FANTASTIC..hee..then the BEP took the stage and making it even MORE AWESOME..but it just that the performance reminds me of Coldplay during their viva la vida on mtv awards..maybe its because of the white snow which hit the stage..but still best sgt.. :D

gotta go..my blanket is calling me..plus my eyes my kinda teary and multiple yawn also..sign of a good sleep afterward..

meet my dream guy,CHUCK BASS..XOXO

goodnite!! i choose to dream ED WESTWICK tonite..and i dun even care if its happen everynite.. hee.. :P
p/s..chuck bass or ed westwick are just the same guy..

waiting for sunrise

2009-12-30T07:28:00.000-08:00

spending my time at home is what i've waiting for while im in campus..but when i already got the opportunity to do that, it was not like what i've expected..haha..damn boring la ppl..nothing to do..just the same schedules rotating everyday..boley mati boring taw kalo cmni..but holidays is just few days left then im off back to campus..haa NOOO!!! pulak dah takmo blk...haha..campus means studying and gosh BOOKS!! its been 2 months i haven't touch any book other than the twilight series.hahaha...i dun have any idea how awkward it will be waking up at 9 am,taking bath in those reaching-bone-cold-water,walking till my leg ache and discussion everyday plus meeting and so on..it will be a nightmare.sure it will do..just like any other semester i've going through. but the most scary part is to force my butt off the bed. i have tons of experience overslept and pretending that i dun have any lecture during the morning..cam terok giler perangai..but i think that im not the only students that have that 'perangai'.lol
alaaa it seems im missing my campus life..haa..i heard most of my frens are already at utp due to the workloads..well im not that active for sure la kan..so i will just going back a week before the semester starts.ape la y i merepek nih.haha..actually i've nothing to do..so i just write anything that pass through my head..i punye blog i punye suke la tulis ape..hahaha..

*just a random pick pictures*

farewell2009

2009-12-29T22:48:00.000-08:00

so its just one day left for 2009..2010 is right up ahead..ready ha people???let me hear the new year scream..haha...helloo lily you are for writing for yourself remember..0mg another year this lil lily have going trough bravely..but, some of the aim for 2009 are still not finish yet.haa so how???
its just in matter of time,clock ticking and time moving..go on with the flow...im moving on!!! hahaha..keep lookin forward...smoking spirit...
spending my very few moments of my teenage life.just really few of it..sedey la plak..im turning into a women..haha..pretty awesome ha..so minimizing the used of tshirt(read my words ppl its minimize,not trow it all) and putting on those gloomy blouse which kinda euwww for me at the first place...later on no more flipflop and hello heels..nti nmpak i tinggi dun be envy people..hahaha..so much of women's weekly..funny ha when growing up..at the past i kutuk people wearing heels to class yet now im planning to go for it..nti org kutuk i blk..serve you right la lily..okay the mission of this post is to look back to 2009 diary..to see what i've going through last year,,the happiness,,the teary sad story which layering the rainbow of my life...

what to rewind first.hmm...the most important part of my life la kn..what else other than my family...Family first remember!! during 2009 GOD had blessed my mama and papa with good health.Alhamdulilah..may it continues forever.amin..my papa retired already and now getting involve brilliantly with the mosque activities which sometimes irritate my mom.. haha..and my mom is doing her usual routines. next my eldest sister getting married to her man,Anjoe..hope your marriage last forever..my brother are officially becomes a teacher and off to Sarawak this weekend. my sister,Fifi left her job and decided to study at PSDC...yet she comes back home like every week..haha.. everyone in my family have their own life which includes me..but, still we are the RAZAK'S.lol.my family is my life ;)

campus life is moving fast..sedar2 je da nk masuk second year..haha...this year im officially an undergraduate student and goodbye foundation baby..haha..senior kinda stuff.still when ppl looks at me usually at cafe,they treat me like foundation student..arghh!!!what else to blame other than my immortal young look..haha..perasan la u lily..haha...my social mixing was awesome..more frens, less frenemies(how can i be so sure bout this.lol).books was my bestfren(dat was so not true.will you be honest lily?)but,,more accurate bestfren is my laptop..haha...i cudn't go even a single day with not spending sometimes with my lappy..ni nyawa i okay..haha...books,assignments,presentation,exam bla bla bla..the list goes on..so lame la this student life..haha..okay early semester of 2009,the sleeping disease was killing me off..im having a coma sometimes..haha..because of that i need to pay for a very bad result.tu la tdo byk sgt. why on earth im having that disease,,no one know the answer. hahaha...pemalas je sebenarnye.then, the next semester i was so scared(but still some absentees during lecture). wake up lily!! hell la kalo cmni result u..how you gonna grab those first honor degree on your graduation day if you still dying sleeping the moment ppl strive for an A. and also i need to pay for my parents sincere and never ending prayers. hope for better this semester..really really hope so :(

my love life was not that good also..reaching mid of 2009, my love life was having a huge shake plus some crack here and there. then later on, it just breaks. long distance relationship wasn't a good choice for me..trusting ppl which was not in front of my eyes seems to be difficult to me..but, on my side also, i dun know if i cud promise an honesty..im having a momentous time with you my dear.i surely do..you are a good guy and fun to be with..teh tarik,coke,choc reminds me of you..
and even places we go together is just making me thinking of you..haha..jiwang karat da nih..
but,i hope for the best for you.maybe we just not mature enuf to go through that kinda relationship..good luck luqman(okay,i just reveal his name)

december,im totally at home. i starts my semester break with a memorable trip to the west part of m'sia.nice trip.i have so much fun.then i stays at home accompany my mom as her chatting fren,going out sometimes and dats all. i was damn boring which makes me never say no to a reunion. i went for a tiny meet up with my schoolmates at mrsm. it was super deadly fun..laughing is the only thing you could heard and i tell you it was out of control..and gossiping was a must..tu yang buat meriah gathering..hehe..then, i went to bukit gambang resort city for a meet up with my frens from,smkstl..it was so fun..lame giler x jupe some of them so share some stories.tho its raining heavily tp ktorg belasah je main air..and the car trip with h2o buddies was supeb..haha..korg la manusia paling lawak i've ever met..the memories stick in my mind forever.. <3

wow..haha..panjang da i type kot..haha.okay2 pen off!!! haven't take lunch yet. this weekend im off to KL with mama,papa,abang kakak and will sleepover at along's..haha..ckp satu family je kan senang..on saturday im getting those metal braces onto my teeth..hope the process will be smooth..joining ugly betty club ppl.

lastly,,im wishing everyone a very happy new year..farewell2009!! still never forget the past as it shape me.. adios!!

cnt get my eyes off

2009-12-23T20:59:00.000-08:00

THE TWILIGHT SAGA!!!
EDWARD CULLEN.. he is too cold yet too hot for gurl like me
JACOb BLACK..six pack is killing my sense of humanity.lol

mr ASHTON KUTCHER and wifey DEMI MOORE!!! fabulous couple..age is not the boundaries!!!

GILMORE GIRL..hot mummy+cutey daughter

CHUCK and BLAIR!!if you dun noe dis couple you are sooo outdated !!!

BLAKE LIVELY aka SERENA VAN DER WOODSEN!!! she is soo elegant!!!

below,is my not-gonna-miss TV shows!!

proud to be Malaysian

2009-12-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

who ever says bad things about Malaysian football you better think that twice okay..well they have prove their real potential.. and im really proud of their achievement today..
i was too excited while watching the game..lol.tho watching alone,it never turn my spirit down..
1st half of the game, i was not sure about Malaysia.the player seems to be awkward in the field.maybe they were not comfortable of the Vietnam's huge number of supporter.but, 2nd half, they were awakes. play much stronger and give more strikes toward the Vietnamese team.
and i was very satisfied with the goalkeeper.he save lots of the attempts that suppose to hit the malaysian goal. well tho he is not primary goalkeeper at the beginning of sea games yet he shows us the real ability that he has. quiet sure that he is very very good.
other than him, the defend side is providing huge help also. players like aidil zafuan, muslim and those indian ones( i forget their name) are very talented. even they are young and having little experience but they are awesome!!!!!!

"harimau malaya is the best"

"Malaysia coach K. Rajagopal said he hoped the latest chapter in Malaysian football's revival would not turn out to be another false dawn. The country last won the SEA Games football trophy in 1989 in Kuala Lumpur."
*yeah coach, your player didn't' make it as false dawn*
one more golf medal for Malaysia

I GIVES MY FULL SUPPORT TO THE MALAYSIAN FOOTBALL

malaysia vs vietnam

2009-12-16T22:37:00.000-08:00

"harimau malaya"

this evening gotta be huge for me.i guess.hope that i will not fall asleep.lol
malaysian football team is playing for sea games final.gosh!! will not miss it.
despite 20 years of waiting, i hope dis evening will make it better for Malaysian football history!!!
i give my full support and will be watching it on tv. 5.45 pm!!! I've activated my phone alarm already ppl.rofl.

go go MALAYSIA!!!

my fav player!!!

courtney and gev

2009-12-15T23:07:00.000-08:00

courtney & gev

tuesday night is one of my favorite.its just for one reason that AXN plays my favorite show. this show i assure 100% entertainment. full of movement.full of cute gurls.full of exciting moment.
i tell you its SPECTACULAR!!!

"so you think you can dance"

reading the name of the show already told us what kind of entertainment that it provides. yet for sure its only for american professional dancer. not like the malaysian version of "sehati berdansa"(thumbs down), this one is waaaaay more excellent.without doubt.

my favorite couple competing to get American no1 dancer in non other than Courtney and Gev. every week they give beautiful,energetic,eye-attracting movement,good personality and list the goes on. they never appear as the bottom three.if i was in America i will also vote for them.
they have the give of dancing.

question

2009-12-15T08:31:00.000-08:00

"behind a great man,there is a women"
man and women are created to complete each other
each have strength to satisfy the other one weakness
the existent of both make the world completed

so the question is who's the great man that wants me to stand behind???lol

chilling out/freaking out

2009-12-13T20:50:00.000-08:00

its been like half of December already and January is pretty soon to arrived.yea yea the new year spirit.haha..but there is not the point.
january!!! it means that result will meet me pretty soon as well

*sigh*
*thinking*
*flash back*

prove of studying *lol*

last semester seems to be okay for me.but that doesn't ensure good result. i guess i study a lot compare to the previous semester but still feeling insecurity. i went to library like everyday to study during exam week. i study past year paper as well. complete my assignment. minimal absentees. focus in lecture..(yea right lol) no more dating no sms or calling over midnight.

see i have some improvement..hahah...its more like comforting myself here.
so,for like this 3 weeks im soooooo freaking out ppl...SHOUT!!! HORROR!!!
but but, still im chilling out wasting time..haha

prayers are still continue.hopes for better this semester.i strive for dean's list.insyaAllah =)

forever 21

2009-12-13T17:07:00.000-08:00

meet lily and fifi

today is 14th of December.yup!! sure!!! i have check the calendar just now.at this date yet not this year for sure,if not mistaken 1988 my sister was successfully deliver out from my mother's womb.
fifi azura is the name bestowed upon her.nice name from my mother.creative one i guess.lol
and now the date is coming again and will still be rotating till the next,next year if only the earth didn't stop spinning on its axis.
legally to be 21 tho 2010 is up ahead for only several days.

wishes for my sister =)

i wish that all the wishes you have in mind will be granted. hope that Allah will make the road of your life be easier. tho many problem might strike on you,be strong and not too fragile. Allah will not put a test onto his servant unless he is sure that we can go through it.. now it seems like you are back to school..lol..make every moment spend to be worth. and for sure
"a year older , a year wiser"
love you kakak!!! you always in my prayer

growing up together aren't we?? ;D

mind over muscle

2009-12-13T06:14:00.001-08:00

last night.while i was too bored to move my butt off.and yet nothing to do.other than lying down.tho its sometimes make me dizzy.i still didn't have much choice of what stuff to do.
so, the least and i could said the most common that a boring girl could do is yeah watching tv..
yes,i approve some of the mind out there might think that last night there was not even a single show that could grab your attention...yet,i have two movies to watch...

i settle down,lying in front of the tv set..check on the most relevant show on tv to watch.and i got one..hehehe...it was on AXN..a not-so-scared ghost story 13 GHOST..nothing much to talk about this movie other than quiet nice imaginary the creator have on the movie..but still i could just give the movie a halfway thumbs up..

after, the 13 GHOST movie which i spend for like 2 hours.i continue wasting my night with another movie..hahaha.tho i my head was kind of spinning.

SUPERMAN RETURN.i spend 3 hours of the night for this movie.its more than awesome movie i could assure you.i enjoyed it to the max.other than cute superhero, the story was fascinating too..
guess what, i even move my leg here and there while watching clark kent fighting over the crime.

the most part that caught my mind is the part when the antagonist was saying this; *mind over muscle*.
AMUSEMENT!!! that phrase really teach me something. mrLuther said that to superman when it make the island surrounded by layer of criptonite to make its somekind of shield from superman.

mind is most powerful weapon.when it comes with the package of knowledge, it makes like super deadly dangerous weapon one could have...

memory of first time achievement in new surrounding

kick start

2009-12-12T23:37:00.000-08:00

its been lots of boredom that keep hit me on the face..hell yeah..the holidays are about 1 month ahead..should it be a good news or bad one..still i take the advantage of long holiday to ensure i used it up to the maximum...
being at home as got to be GOOD...as the saying goes "home sweet home"..lol
so, each moment to spend at home should not be worthless...and yet minutes and second that past seems to be more than worthless could be one..
while at home this time..most of it..at least..im not the only child has been at home...my brother and sister are here also...and yeah its December..what more do you expect other than holidays and for sure CHRISTMAS are just around the corner...
but,my brother has gone to kelantan to spend a time flirting with his wife i think..rofl..
and my sister are up to her plan tomorrow...so for sometime I'll be sleeping alone ...but(you can count the 'but' since it seems to be many here) so many pillows to accompany me..yet even it wouldn't talk..still it comfort me a a alot..

what a long introduction isn't it??hahaha
okay lets get back to the topic shall we...

two of my sisters get their own blog..so blogging is kind of fun...tho im not that so called good author...but, it still worth a try..

so,this gonna be my very first time blogging...hope it will cheer up more the blogging world(haha..such ambitious lil lily)

so,,with arms wide open...i welcome myself to the blogger seems-to-be-cool environment..